First written:
1-13-96

The world is an ever changing, spinning ball of matter, that we seem to be
so concerned about.  We keep on running at life in so many directions at
once, and we get so wrapped up in what is happening.  Then we take a step
back, and we see that we look like a huge world of ants.

Perhaps one group is screaming in hatred at one group, over things that
probably should not even be considered worth getting disgusted over.  Maybe
another group is deciding that world is going along the wrong path, and
should be corrected, so that we follow the one true path of light, that they
know, because they are the ones on the earth that are truly enlightened.
Perhaps we are all a bit guilty of that.  We think that we have found the
true way to happiness, and then want to show everyone else this, and then
we go overboard.  Perhaps we should take a step back from it all.  See how
we act so much like ants.  And while we laugh at ants, as they get stuck in
the poison that will bring death the their ranks back at home, wefail to see similiar things happening to us.  If we took a step back from it
all, perhaps we would be able to see what is truly right.  Perhaps
christianity is right.  But perhaps some of our translations of the
correctness is wrong.  But, we cannot stop searching.  What would this lead
to?  Would it not stop us from learning?  Would we not become like the stone
of the earth?  Changing yes, but years, centuries, even millenium before a
difference can be noted.  Isn't it better to be like the clay, so that we
can be shaped in the master's hands?  Or, as we see better opportunities,
shaped in the correct part of the world, and truly finding the true light?
Perhaps we should take a step back...

We shall see how the cards shall fall.

First written:
1-14-96

How shall the cards fall?  Shall we pull the ace, or hold back, and hope
that the jack can be one of all trades?  Can we see the future?  A glimse?
A clear picture?  A snapshot?  A painting, that after glancing at it, it is
quickly taken away, perhaps how a carrot is used to lead a donkey?